Sunday, September 23, 2007
whatever. Resignation descends with a practical plop.
Sign of better things to come my FOOT. I can comfortably say now that I screwed up my bio paper 3. The paper I said was so 'NICE'. This just goes to show that you shouldn't form opinions and tempt Murphy's Law into action. I could have done better as usual, but, as always, the unforgiveable form of carelessness sticks to me like a bliddy LIMPET. I made 10 bliddy CARELESS mistakes, which effectively put me back one WHOLE GRADE OKAY!? @#$%^&*!@#$%^&*!!!!!! Utterly sickening. DISGUSTING to a point. I can kiss goodbye to a education in the UK. *puckers up* (YUCKS.) How do you cure something as disgusting as carelessness anyway?! I've tried for years and nothing doing. Can't get rid of it. Depressing depressing depressing...
As I type, a storm is stirring up outside my window...such an uncanny mirror of my current mood. I'll probably mope and moan about this stupid pile of shit of a prelims for about a week more or so, so come back after that if you're not up for such dribble. I can't imagine why some people keep telling me I'm smart. *grimaces* I'm pretty sure...(but I'm NOT going to take the risk and tempt Mr Murphy again, so I'll shutup for now.) Anyway, I've been worrying about quite alot of stuff over the past er...2 weeks or so. The main big problem is, my BRAIN DOESN'T work anymore. Really. I've been having trouble remembering stuff and concentrating...so don't rag me if the papers come back and....(*BEEP!* Censors out thoughts from Mr Murphy) ya so don't rag me or I'll howl.
Anyway. It doesn't pay to be so miserable and I'll enjoy the rest of my weekend in a happy mood which covers up the shroud of gloom. I'm not making sense as usual...I dunno why people tolerate my gibberish.
Bla bla bla yada yada...moving on...my sisters and I have already decided. When we get our driving licenses...we're gonna buy Mini Cooper S'. (: In the exact same colours as the ones they used in the Italian Job. AWESOME LA!!! AND we're gonna parallel park like Charlize Theron in one of the opening scenes. ((: I'll get the red. HOT BABY!!!!! (Meaning the car. Not me. Obviously.) HA! What a dream. I'll achieve it by the time I'm 24. It's expensive though. Maybe I'll buy it when I'm 26. Another goal to put on my list. The hefty price tag? Around $125,800 or so. o.O Check THIS OUT. Is that COOL OR WHAT!
Unfortunately. My birthday hasn't even COME yet. So, it's still a dream. For now. I'll be out to shock the world when I turn 26 and get that baby. (:
10:02 AM
;and the DODO has the final say.
