Saturday, April 21, 2007
The meaning of L-O-V-E.
Hey, don't get me wrong, I am not in love with anybody alright? In case any of you think of scandalising me with more people...(according to Xiuru, Shalynn etc., I'm linked to like how many people la. Not to mention the many many husbands my section in TWE managed to conjure up for me on whim.) Well. That's just a disclaimer la. JUST IN CASE.
So...if any of you've noticed, if anyone still bothers to read my blog that is, I haven't been moaning on about how band just gives me a bad mood for a long long while. In fact, I'd just noticed it myself. Anyhow...I realised that the reason why I've stopped talking about how bothersome it is is, well, it's not. Bothersome that is. It's not bothersome anymore. Somehow, during the past week or so, band stopped being a pain in my delicate behind. I still don't know the names of half the people in band, still am one of the first ones to leave, yada yada. BUT, I dunno. I've accepted the band. I know, I'm like damn lag, after having been in there for half a year or so, but well, I've sorta hated going for practices, as most of my classmates would know. I'm starting to enjoy music again. Starting to get back a nicer tone again. Technique wise, I'm still working on it secretly at home (HA!) and feel that I've got room for improvement in alot of aspects, but damn. The band room doesn't feel like foreign soil anymore. And that's good. (: I remember the first time I stepped into TJ band room I was still sore (to quite a large extent) over the fact that my dad insisted that I NOT go to SAJC. That, I think, marred my um, opinion of TJ band quite abit. I remember thinking 'DAMN. What kind of band room is this?! So messy and pig sty-ish', but ya. That's just me being grumpy and unreasonable.
I still think the SYF sucks, but what the hell. It's going to be OVER soon. But after SYF I will learn a new instrument. Like the saxophone or the clarinet. Amanda and Xinling is going to teach me. THAT conductor (the one before Glosz) should have put me there in the first place la! @#$%^&*! I got perfect embrouchure on the single-reed instruments la! WHA LAU. Ok la, maybe not so perfect. But definately 像样. Instead of the ugly off-centre embrouchure that I have had for the past 5 years or so. Drat it.
I'm not saying that I LOVE TJ band with all my puny heart, but I've made good friends with some people, in the past 1 month. -.-" So diao right. People like Amanda, Andy...Sarah...Wai Ngai, Kejian...nicholas, Ren Liang and Xinling I already know from before of course. And of course knowing people like Elliot is a hoot. Even though I don't even talk to him, he is damn funny.
But enough about my mental problems. (: HEH. Band exchange this Saturday!!!
JESSICA!!! I SEE YOU!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA. See I bold your name somemore to advertise. I hope we won't uh...throw our faces away, (i.e. embarrass ourselves) after all, every band will be there except for SAJC. Hahahahaha...it's kinda funny if you think about it. They are not there because of their concert la...but then. Funny funny funny.
Anyway. Good luck to me. Good luck to all of us. We'll need it. Jia You everybody!!! We'll make it!! (:
3:31 PM
;and the DODO has the final say.
