Thursday, November 16, 2006
frustrations frustrations...
Okaay. This holiday is turning out to be quite nightmarish for me. Developing into all out war bla bla bla. I should know; those
dreams are BACK again. Sorry, did I say dreams?? Should be nightmares...wake up hands cold and shivering kinda nightmares...What with band practices (which will be my primo topic) and holiday homework (which will be my secondo topic) and organising section outing and getting stuff for korea trip (which will be a blast) and planning for Malaysia trip (which will involve much singing and yowling on the part of me and my sister)....yada yada and the list continues 8 feet long.
Primo topic: Band pracRight. Confession time!!! What I think of tj band practices.
Bloody frustrating. *insert British accent here* (*gasp! Florence is using a strong word!! -.-" ) Honestly, there's nothing wrong whatsoever with the
people. As in, they're all nice people etc. What's WRONG is the well, nearly everything else. Sounds crappy, in fact, and wait for it, the most frustrating thing is. I'm the crappiest of the lot. MY lovely joshua mok-cum-meroy-cum-some other good players tone is GONE. GONE GONE GONE. Happily deserted me in time of need. But whatever, I still retain my talent for tuning, like
that helps. My air, which I spent hundreds of hours telling the section "air is FREE" has deserted me too. WTF!!!! My technique too...and why the hell can't I play a simple solo!!!! My air just gets SUCKED out of me the moment the word 'solo' comes up. STUPID STUPID STUPID. There's nothing wrong with my sight reading. I can read every single tao gay on the stupid score,
including the damn solo. So where's my air gone!!!!! WTH WTH WTH....frustrations frustrations...I deproved like
drastically. And I'm on the verge of quitting band AGAIN, so help me. On top of this, I just discovered that I won't be able to play for TJ fiesta after all!!!! Coming back from korea in the evening...so it's no go. FREAK.
Secondo topic: holiday homeworkThere is no bliddy
time to do any revision or complete homework!!!! Okay. I admit it. I'm stressed, in the middle of the holidays. DARN IT.
8:57 AM
;and the DODO has the final say.
