Sunday, August 27, 2006
believe in yourself...
It's high time I took time off from floating high up in the clouds with all that hpyerness and make some reflections...Just something I was thinking about this morning when I was eating breakfast. Although it sort of made me really solemn (while giving my seemingly I'm-on-pluto-that's-not-a-planet-anymore look), I think I'd like to say a big
sorry to those whom I'd been thinking about.
As I was consuming my breakfast without much gusto, my train of thought lead me to reminiscise about past actions. Actions that to this day, never fail to give me a feeling of guilt, and regret. I thought of all the times I took certain people for granted, and treated them quite badly. Atrociously, in fact. I'd hurt alot of people, and still expected them to still want to be friends with me after that. Childishness that comes with youth. I gave false hope, and brought that hope crashing down not long after. And for that, I must, must try to redeem myself...I need to apologise, and....well.
Promotional exams are coming along, approaching like a bullet train. I would like to wish 32/06, as well as all my other friends: JIA YOU! We can make it, despite our dismal results from the mid years. I'm getting really stressed up, groaning and moaning about all my limitations and lack of brains, as well as all my faults. Have been having nightmares these few days...but it'll pass. A solemn post out of the superficial thoughts that I've been vomiting on this blog. Dwelve deeper into my mind.
10:45 AM
;and the DODO has the final say.
